April 9, 2019
I can't stand it when things don't go the way they are supposed to. When someone says they are going to do something by a certain date/time, fucking do it. There is no excuse for lateness, laziness, what the fuck ever. I am so angry and nervous right now.
My meds are supposed to be coming in the mail, and I was supposed to receive them Saturday. No meds. Without my meds, I cannot serve, cannot get out of bed. I feel lost, hopeless, fucked... My doctor isn't helping. God damn mother fucking world.