November 21, 2022
Still going through bouts of severe loneliness. I suppose at this stage in life it's normal. Even if I had access to some booming social circle, I don't think I would have the inclination or energy to participate very much.
I have random passing thoughts about P, sometimes I wish he had more of a social media presence so that I could at least peek at what he is up to. But alas, nothing.
Almost Thanksgiving, I am ready and have everything I need. It will be a quiet one, and I am glad.
I came home from running a few errands yesterday and my husband had brought the tree out and set it up... not decorated, but set up and ready. It was sweet and made me happy.
I suppose it's back to work for me, I have been avoiding it and am having trouble focusing lately. I wish I were well off enough that I didn't have to work. But then really, what would I do all day?