|A long time...|
June 21, 2022
I haven't written since November? So strange.
I cannot remember the holidays much. I do recall my birthday was nice. I did receive some texts from P on Christmas, including a photo of his smiling face. He had his inlaws there, it sounded like there were many people around. I have not heard from him since. Sometimes I get a fleeting thought to reach out, but the idea passes and floats out of my mind.
Going through some things at home, mainly personal things and I feel a little as though my life is on hold until it all resolves.
I am still in a full house and feeling lonely at times. My kids are doing well overall, my husband and I (knock on wood) are friendly most of the time, which is nice. I am currently watching him attempt to tame some of the jungle in our front yard. It is very overgrown, I am glad he is doing it. I will say, he is working very hard to make this house a home for all of us.
I suppose I should get back to working. Hard to do when the sun is out, the music is so nice and the house is somewhat quiet at the moment.
I will try not to let so many months go by...Sometimes I do come here to write and I open the window and then nothing comes forth.
I think I am in a strange season of life...