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|Happy Thanksgiving to my Canadian Family/Friends!|
October 12, 2020
This will be a bit rambly, but I felt like updating this journal.
277? The scale must hate me, so I'm going to avoid it for another month. Maybe I can find the courage to go for evening walks again. I tend to feel better (overall) when I've been walking regularly. It's not that cold yet, even though my husband says we still have our summer blood.
I also feel better if I don't have to look at my reflection or recent pictures of me. Not that I'm totally repulsed by my looks, but it clashes with my mental image of myself. I love my body as long as I'm not reminded of how it actually looks or its current limitations.
My eating is not as good this month. My body thinks the cooler weather means that I should be getting ready to hibernate as if I didn't already have enough layers of fat to keep me warm. I have old eating habits trying to resurface and it's a struggle to not eat so much.
I will not give up on trying to lose my weight though, but it's definitely a lifelong battle.
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