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January 2, 2014
I gained weight in 2013. Now I'm back to the weight I was at the end of 2009. But back then, I was scared enough to do something about it and I lost a lot of weight. But this time around, I do not feel the same fear that drove me to lose weight before. I hate that I'm back to this weight, but I'm afraid that there's nothing I can do. I mean… what worked felt like a chore and I don't want it to feel like a chore.
One of my goals is to say no to extra food, even if there's a little bit left and no one else wants to save it. Or, if the family's at a restaurant…to say no if someone can't finish their meal and they look to me. I am no longer going to be seen as a pig that'll eat whatever people put in front of me.
Anyway, I plan to have my first official weigh-in of the year tomorrow.
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