May 12, 2022
Productive day. Washed rugs, cleaned floors, cleaned kitchen, exercised.
63 pounds lost so far. Hard to overcome the power carbs have over you. No sugar for over two months. I am noticing the inflammation in my body is beginning to lessen. Everything takes time.
My apartment is coming along nicely. Things are finding their place and it is feeling like home. A couple people have said it looks like an art gallery. I didn't realize I had collected so much. I like it. Feels good to be surrounded by beautiful things. Things that mean something to me. I am fortunate.
Texted with my son for a bit. Not sure what is happening with him. He did finish his degree but not sure if he has moved forward other than that. I guess moved forward is not a good way to describe it. More thought about what happens next. I know it's my own anxiety over this. It's wiser to move carefully for now.
Things I am thankful for:
losing weight again
being able to take care of myself