October 10, 2021
Put out some feelers for a different apartment. They have built some by the rive that may be nice. You would be in the middle of all the festivals and have a wonderful view of fountain all summer. Not far from the watering hole I frequent and still downtown. Hope to hear something soon. Still packing so not in a hurry.
Pam stopped in. She always asks about our son. I tell her that I haven't had contact with him. It's just easier for me. I don't have to see the pain it causes her. I think it's easier for her to think neither of us has any contact. I don't know how it will play out with him and his mother. I try to stay out of the middle of it. Not my responsibility to fix her issues.
Talked a friend into the vaccine. Another friend ended up with Covid (religious reasons for not taking the vaccine) and almost died. He now is taking the vaccine and him along with my other friend that was holding out are now safer. I have no idea why these angry, selfish people are against it. This anger that this group has is not based on anything tangible. They just look for a reason to shout and shake their fists. Maybe this is the pivot point in out society? Maybe this will usher in a more inclusive and stronger country. Kind of the last stand of the group so afraid of losing control, even though control was really never theirs, to begin with. One can only hope.
Packing has really been helpful in causing me to really think about what I really need in my life. I will be freeing myself from so much stuff. Things that only take up space but really don't add to my life. Easier for Sean when my time comes. Now the studio LOL well that will be a job. He can just have the building super arrange for an auction for him. That way it will be easy.......not that I plan on going anywhere soon.
Things I am thankful for:
thinking things through