November 21, 2021
Grey today, right now 50 degrees. Should be grey all day.
Eating leftover oatmeal from this morning when I was up around 6a. Oatmeal, chocolate peanut butter powder, MCT oil and honey. And cinnamon.
I really, really like my new 3/4 sized guitar. Fender, satin finish, less than 200 dollars. Really, really light and much easier to play than the Samick dreadnaught I have been dragging around since I was 23 years old. That's almost 25 years of not playing an instrument that fit my body type. Now I have one that does, which is great. Maybe the learning curves will shorten or straighten out.
I don't have much else to say. Need to pay some bills today and re-align financial goals, the number one goal being to make enough money not to have to get a "real" job, ever again.
That mini-accident I had on Friday, while driving, could have been really bad, and I was lucky that my car didn't flip over or burst into flames. Which shows me again how delicate a line I am on. Almost like a thread of spider's silk...
But I see, and want, no other way. I am used to not working a traditional job now, and have grown accustomed to not having to listen to other people's misguided goals and motivational offerings. I can brainwash myself for free.