November 13, 2021
Really is. Tired a lot when I lie down. Second day of taking a nap in the afternoon.
I miss him. Not a cat, a human. I miss them. My grandchildren. Not a day goes by that I don't think about my adoptive siblings/families.
Now I understand why my daughter doesn't want anything to do with me. I want to get over this. It's hugely painful. What isn't?
I need to get connected with some support in a few hours time. 03:22 a.m. Sunday as I write. Writing in Saturday because I want to write in Sunday's later on.
Been busy. Been not so busy. Been sleeping and not feeling guilty.
Loving MOM on Nflix. It's my guy rope daily. It's an amazing series. They've done Alcoholics Anonymous justice. I've learnt some. Laughed some, cried some, sobered some. What a beautiful blessing. What a delightful, entertaining education into the twelve step world of recovery.