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May 3, 2021
For the past several years I have been trying to make money online. It seems that I keep starting over when I hit a wall, and I always hit the wall. I have a passion to earn a living on the Internet. I visualize that if I could earn enough to pay all of my bills, then I could live anywhere I want.
I seem stuck.
I am using this journal to keep myself on track. I guess what I really want is to be a part of something that is successful. I want to put my energy into something that pays off.
I hate getting stuck in things that I have no interest in. I do things just for the money, and when the money doesn't come, I get frustrated and quit.
I have had lots of failures in the past, and a few things that succeeded. It seems that for everything that succeeds, I have 10 things that fail.
I find that I am always starting something new, only to quit after realizing that it is not working. Obviously, I don't allow enough time for things to get started.
Sometimes I get something started, and then discover that I am bored with it.
Starting a new business is like taking on a new pet.
You have to continually feed and care for the pet, as soon as you stop, or even take a break, the pet starts to starve, and you quickly lose interest. Then you regret having the pet, and start looking for ways to get rid of it.
I am driven to become an online influencer, but I'm not sure why? I guess it's nice to think that I helped someone else with a problem. It gives your life value, and energy to continue on. It's nice to be needed/wanted.
Well, that's enough for today.
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