|Health problems, exhibitionism and the best orgasm I've ever had|
November 24, 2020
First things first... I'm having some new health problems that are concerning to Master and me. I have a doctor's appointment on the 30th to discuss where I need to go from here and what tests should be performed. I'm hoping it's nothing major, but I'm a bit worried, so I'm trying not to think about it too much.
In other news... I've been in bdsM for a long time, 22-23 years total, as I had my first Dom when I was 16. Anyway, I've always been kind of shy about my sexuality. Well, not any more. Master wanted me to video myself and post the videos on Fetlife. I did, and not only did I enjoy myself, but I want to do it some more.
And finally, last night, during our play session, I had the best, most mind blowing orgasm I've ever had. I had so much pent up emotion/frustration that I cried after. Not sad tears, but tears of release. Tears of release are very cathartic. After we played, we cuddled a while. I laid my head on Master's shoulder and cried. He just held me...told me it was ok...to let it out... It felt good.