|Am I Reading Too Much Into This?|
September 15, 2020
I seriously keep forgetting I have this thing...
There's this guy I've been seeing about once every 4-5 weeks for the past 8 months (he lives in Vermont but his work brings him to my area). It's not like a boyfriend/girlfriend kind of relationship, more of a 'Friends with Benefits' relationship. The last two times we've been together (including last night), he's been more touchy-feels; grabbing me in the elevator and kissing me so good my toes curled and last night while we were driving to his hotel and again when he was bringing me home, he held my hand, rubbing my skin with his thumb.
You don't do that unless there's some feelings involved, in my experience anyway.
Maybe I'm reading too much into it because I've been alone for so long? I'm not the type that flips if I don't have a man, but I don't like being lonely either.
I do kind of have a small crush on him. He's funny, he's cute (for a 48 year old man he's actually pretty gorgeous), he's a great conversationalist, he's not much taller than me and he knows what I like in bed. And he's a wonderful man. I could easily fall in love with him.
I just don't know. I guess time will tell