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Extreme Slavery: Owned, Collared and Loved by Whitey
March 2019
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Whitey's Slave Rules
March 11, 2019

***Editor's note: I wrote this when I had one Master, John. Now I have many, six primary, and there are occasional mistakes, (Master when it should be Masters, Him when it should be Them, etc), I will correct these mistakes as soon as my hands do not hurt.***

1. i will serve, obey and please my Masters.

2. Above all else my primary focus shall be to please my Masters, hoping that They find me pleasing in all that I do, whether i am in Their presence or not. my Masters know of my potential, learning more about me each day i am with Them. They trust that i will act in accordance with what They perceive my potential to be – They know what is best for me and how important it is that i set a good example for other slaves who may be present around me.

3. i worship my Masters.

4. i worship my Masters' bodies.

5. The power of my Masters fills me with awe. Just the sheer thought of Them or the hearing of Their voices gives me strength.

6. To receive pleasure i must earn it

7. i worship my Masters' whips.

8. i trust my Masters: Their responsibilities, Their skills, Their hunger and needs, and Their concern for my safety, my emotional, psychological, social, sexual, and physical health.

9. i am nothing more than an object of great value – an instrument my Masters will use to draw out Their pleasures.

10. i will ask my Masters for permission to satisfy whatever need i have before acting on it.

11. my body and mind are the property of my Masters.

12. i must always give thanks to my Masters for all i am given immediately after receiving what They have given me, for such things are gifts or privileges granted to me by Them.

13. i must be both specific and explicit in my speech.

14. i will not hesitate when responding to my Masters. my focus is important to my growth.

15. i will thank my Masters for the discipline and punishments I receive, specifying what i received and expressing the reason as to why i was given them.

16. i have no will of my own other than that which falls within the context of the rules i have selected and of that which is needed to pursue the ambitions i am allowed to seek out as according to the permissions i have received from my Masters. i will report to Them my progress in such matters to receive Their favor or Their guidance in making whatever steps may be required to move ahead so that i am successful.

17. i am always in submission to my Masters whether They are present or not, ready to please Them at anytime, in any place, under any circumstances, regardless of who may be present. For the opportunity to submit and to please is by far more important and satisfying than any other pursuit. i trust my Masters will keep me safe, protecting Their reputation and mine in the presence of others, as They examine my ability to present myself to Them and to others in a subtle manner when required to protect our lifestyle from those who may not understand, nor support, as long as our behavior is not in any way misrepresented nor misinterpreted by those who may be unfamiliar with our lifestyle. i am to set, once again, a good example, ready to explain my position to others when required to do so. my lifestyle is a part of a growing culture for which i must never forget that i am an integral part.

18. All my choices shall be based upon whether or not they will please my Masters.

19. When i am not in the presence of my Masters and i have choices to make – i will perform them to the best of my abilities and within the boundaries and guidance They have allowed me.

20. i shall wear the collar my Masters give me with pride for it signifies Their ownership of me and my devotion to Them, changing the collar once a week when I am bidden to do so.

21. i shall wear the chains my Masters give me as a symbol of my position in life – that of bondage to Them. i shall wear them, as required, around my neck, my wrists, my ankles or around my waist.

22. When i am ready – i shall wear Their brand to signify my submission to Him – one on my lo wer back and one on each inner thigh.

23. my mouth shall be available to my Masters at all times.

24. my sex shall only be referred to as a cock.

25. When the cocks of my Masters are put into my mouth and i am directed to suck it – i will do so vigorously as long as i am required to do so. my hands shall be placed on the tops of my thighs, behind my neck or held at the base of my back so that during the sucking i can use my whole body to display my hunger to my Masters.

26. my Masters' cum must never go to waste – i will swallow all of it when my Masters cums into my mouth (and be punished should I spill any of it from my lips), licking it up if Masters cum into my hands or into a plate i hold in front of Them to receive it, or onto the food They give me which They may require of me to hold just under Their cocks as They ejaculate over it. i will clean Their cocks thoroughly squeezing out every last drop. In rare and privileged cases i may wear my Masters' cum on my body, sometimes after massaging it into my skin. Cum is a gift from my Masters and it is an honor to receive it. The eating of my Masters' cum will be counted as one of my meals for that day.

27. i worship my Masters' cocks, the heads and the shafts, especially when they are hard or when i am given the opportunity to make them hard for Them.

28. i will worship my Masters' ass only after a thorough washing of it.

i shall do so hungrily, being sure to lick between the cheeks for as long as my Masters requires me to do so. i will use my hands to spread my Masters' cheeks apart.

29. i will never look into the eyes of my Masters without Their permission. To do so would be inappropriate of my position and doing so could be interpreted by Them that i am seeking Their attention or expecting Them to act – when such things are up to Them and to Them alone.

30. my head must be bowed down in the presence of my Masters unless i am given permission to do so otherwise. i honor the position of my Masters and it is important that i am not distracted in my submission to Them.

31. my eyes must be cast down in the presence of my Masters unless i am given permission to do otherwise. i am to focus on my behavior, waiting to act appropriately and without hesitation when directed to do so by Them.

32. i must always wear clothing of good taste around my Master when out in public, unless given permission to do otherwise. The clothing I wear will allow easy access to my cock and ass.. The clothing will emphasize and often exaggerate my assets. i will wear such clothing in any kind of weather. How i present my body to Them or in front of others is more important than my discomfort and insecurities.

33. When others show an interest in what i am wearing i must ask them if they would like to see more and then gladly show them what they would like to see – but only after i have received permission from my Masters – for i trust my Masters' judgment that such a display is not only reasonable but is safe to do.

34. i must remove all of my clothing in the way i have been taught when Master commands of me to do so – regardless of who may be present and despite where it is i am. – i trust my Master.

35. When i remove clothing from my body it must be folded neatly and placed in a small pile in front of me just ahead of my feet or my knees if i should be required to be in my kneeling position after unclothing myself.

36. my basic attire in the presence of my Masters' while in the house or on the property, shall consist of a collar and Any footwear I desire or my Masters' choose for me. Should I be put in chains my Masters have given or allowed me to wear, I will wear them until I am told to remove them or they are removed for me..

37. my legs, underarms and balls must be kept completely shaved smooth and clean so that nothing of me is hidden from view.

38. Unless otherwise given permission – my hair must be kept up in a ponytail or braid, so that my shoulders and the nape of my neck are fully exposed – especially when i am naked, unless I am directed to cut my hair short. It is important to my Masters that i appear not just attractive, but alluring and desirable.

39. Whenever i need to pick something up or receive something from someone else i must do so wherever possible by going into a kneeling position to show that i am honored to do so. i will perform this motion according to how Master has taught me. If I am in too much pain to kneel, I will perform these activities in the way which Masters have taught me for those circumstances.

40. my cock and ass must be thoroughly washed and of a good aroma at all times, if even perfumed, but especially before serving my Masters.

41. my “place” is sitting before my Masters, for it is a privilege and honor to be Their slave.

42. When in the presence of my Masters, but not in use, i will go to the place They has selected until i am needed by one of Them.

43. my greatest felt satisfaction is realized when i know i have pleased my Masters.

44. There can be no greater pain or suffering i can feel then when Masters are not pleased with me. Naturally i will feel depressed, saddened, empty, and lost. i can only hope They will show Their mercy upon me and provide me the guidance i will need to be put back on track so that i will be forgiven and once again be allowed Their eyes upon my flesh, Their touch upon my soul, and Their warmth and love upon my heart.

45. my submission is a natural inborn feeling, and at times a surging and powerful force inside me that only a respectable and knowledgeable Master can recognize, control and manage, for They understand how my nature influences my behavior and how temptations to act outside of its drive can easily lead me astray and away from my primary focus: to please and to be found pleasing. They, too, manage and control Their Own natural state, sharing with me through a power exchange between us, bonding me tightly to Them, Their needs with mine. my submission to such Masters allows for me to feel more aware and alive inside and out, bringing me to a feeling i cherish: ‘at home’.

46. i fear no other power for my Masters are always with me.

47. i will not hesitate in my obedience to my Masters.

48. Whenever Masters speak, even when i am speaking, i am to immediately become silent so i may be able to listen intently to what They have to say. i must never interrupt Them unless They have shown me how to communicate with Them, if i need to. i must ask first for Their permission to speak, specifying to whom i would like to speak, and whether or not i may be allowed to speak freely – then and only then, if granted, may i say anything more than asking first to speak.

49. The opportunity to please my Masters is very important to me and I will take every chance to seek out such opportunities to do so to the best of my abilities and in accordance with how i have been taught or allowed to do so.

50. i choose willingly to be treated as my Masters' property – as long as such treatment is safe and legal.

51. When my Masters feel i am ready and our relationship has progressed to a lifelong commitment, i shall be specially prepared to receive Their unique and permanent tattoo. Thereafter, i shall become Their property and slave in the most strictest sense – completely Their's for as long as the relationship continues to be managed and controlled in the manner in which is beneficial to each of us and in accordance with our mutually shared natures.

52. i am my Masters' greatest treasure.

53. i will learn all the positions my Masters want to teach me to the best of my abilities and pain levels, and will be prepared to take such positions when required and to display myself in a manner through them that They, and others who may be present, will find most pleasing.

54. i must never reach orgasm without explicit permission from my Masters. Failure to receive properly asked for permission will result in me having to endure the punishment my Masters will put upon me without my safeword. Such pleasure must be seen as a privilege so that i do not take advantage of it.

55. The safeword given to me by my Masters is "stop". It can be spoken at any time-even when i have been told to be silent. If i am not able to verbalize it – i trust my Masters will show me how i can express it. Safewords are for my protection as well as His. i must be careful not to take more than i can handle, as They will need to know when to stop from getting carried away with Their own passions – so that i may be prepared over time to endure more for Them.

56. my safeword, verbal or otherwise, cannot be used when i am being punished. i must remember that punishment could never be very effective if i were able to control it – i must take it in full measure – so that i will focus on the correction of my behavior for the long term, for unlike discipline, punishment is not what i will want again. i should know better. However, safewords can be used when i am being disciplined – my Masters will let me know which is which when the time has come that such treatment is necessary to correct my behavior.

57. i must confess to my Masters when i have been naughty so that They may decide if such violations require me to be disciplined or to be punished. i must accept whatever decisions They make by thanking Them for Their choice – if They allow it before or shortly thereafter, specifying as to why i will be or have been disciplined or punished. i must focus upon how sorry i am for not behaving in the way in which i have been taught- for i have brought defilement upon myself and to Them an unacceptable act which is displeasing to Them.

58. i realize my Masters may own more than one slave, if They so choose, and that i, unless allowed by Them, may never be able to have another Master other than Them, accept by Their choosing to further my training. i trust my Masters will take whatever precautions are necessary to keep the slaves They choose to own sexually healthy and to provide whatever measures are necessary to protect us from the eruptions and ravages of any jealousy which may try to corrupt the relationships our Masters have allowed between each of us – including the one we each have with Them.

59. i must never be concerned when i feel too much of my flesh is showing, in private or in the general public – however, i can ask my Masters for permission as to how to handle my discomfort.

60. i am a male slave – of worth and value to any Master who would find me useful. my role has been clearly brought into definition through my ability to recognize and to act accordingly with my true nature, enhanced through the teachings of my Masters, and through the continued practice of my primary focus, and my search for every opportunity to do so.

61. my Masters will decide what my sexual orientation shall be. i will commit myself to Their decision and perform as such only in Their presence and only with Their permission. i know my performance will be measured and corrected as They see fit should i be required to attend to, provide myself to, perform with, or upon another slave.

62. i must tell my Masters if i have had an orgasm without Their permission so that i can be properly punished for my disobedience and disrespect.

63. Pain and pleasure shall be with me always – in my thoughts and my fantasies – for the contrast strengthens me to behave in the manner my Masters expect of me. Such thoughts and fantasies are tainted with the memories i have from the last time i was in the presence of my Masters. They are with me always.

64. my limits do not have to be respected – i trust my Masters to take me past them when They expect that i am ready – for each side of the wall of my limitations is both pleasurable and a challenge – one side more intense than the other. My only hope in such transferences is that my Masters will be able to take me there again and again as my relationship with Them progresses through time; that They too will need it as much as i will, and that They will not be afraid to increase the intensity while we are there.

65. i have much to learn in order to become a well-trained and well-behaved slave.

66. i will endure whatever discipline or punishment my Masters give me so I can become a better slave for Them.

67. i will work on building up my pain tolerance to the level my Masters need me to have, being careful not to push myself further or faster than i am able to endure for Them, so that i may be able to expand my limitations and increase my value to Them.

68. Through discipline and punishment i shall learn to behave.

69. In bondage i am made free.

70. i will never touch my nipples, cock or balls with my hands or sex toys in any manner where i could experience sexual or sensual pleasure without permission from my Masters including washing them, shaving my balls, adjusting my cock as i fit it into clothing, or in attaching any rings my Masters desire me to wear.

71. Only through submission can i find my true self.

72. my life is empty without a Master to please – that lost feeling inside can be real and it can grow. i may be able to step away from the hunger of my nature, but not for long, for soon it could effect every part of my life. It is important that i seek a Master to please – but if i cannot find one or that i shall not be found, i am not totally lost for i must always remember: i will survive – for it is my nature to do so. my drive to please can be adapted towards the needs of others even though they may not be as satisfying as the one i would have towards my Masters. i must keep in the back of my mind that I have Masters who are looking to make me the best slave I can be and that i need to be patient by redirecting my needs in other ways where i can provide pleasure to Them until I am fully trained and found pleasing.

73. i shall never think of myself as a weak person for it takes a strong man to commit to the drive inside me, to serve, to obey and to please my Masters. i too have responsibilities and as natural as they may seem to me it is important that i use all of my faculties including my creative spirit to submit to my Masters in a unique fashion personal to my relationship with Them. By doing so i hope to provide a good example to those slaves around me who may still be learning so they too are not led astray from their primary focus, that they are as true to their nature as i strive to continue to be to mine. i must remember that how well i behave enlightens and empowers me to become even closer to who i am – a devoted slave, of good rapport to my Masters who truly understand my needs in relationship to Their own.

74. i will give all that i am to my Masters in order to become free.

75. i must never show disrespect towards my Masters in any way – no matter where i am – in Their presence or not.

76. Crying and the shedding of tears at any time is good and expected for it softens my will and bonds me closer to my Masters.

77. Only in complete submission to my Masters shall i realize the depth of love we have for each other.

78. The needs of my Masters must always come first before my own for they offer an opportunity to please Them.

79. i must be attentive to the needs of my Masters and always be ready to respond to them to the best of my abilities and in the unique ways in which i have chosen and have developed for Them.

80. i am allowed to suggest ways to further my training or use of me, verbally or through my journal, as long as i address my Masters properly first.

81. i must always respond fully both physically and verbally to whatever my Masters do with me. The expressions of my emotions and my physical responses are important to Them. i must never hold back any part of their display, regardless of how intense they may be, unless restricted to do so.

82. i am a sexual and sensual being.

83. i must always remember how pleased my Masters are when others delight in my sexiness as a result of my ability to show off my assets.

84. my behavior must always display a sexual content however subtle.

85. The only clothing i will buy and wear will be those items which my Masters would find pleasing to Them: fitting to my figure and its assets, of good quality, of reasonable cost, and appropriate in Their eyes and taste for the occasions i am allowed to attend with or without Them. i may ask if i may choose what to wear so i may be able to take an opportunity to surprise Them to win Their favor.

86. i may, at times, offer various parts of my body to my Masters in hopes They will take pleasure in using them in whatever ways They wish. my only hope will be that my offering will please Them. If not, i want Them to punish me.

87. It is important for me to eat plenty of carbohydrates, proteins and vitamins in the foods and fluids i am permitted to choose to nourish my body and mind, and to exercise my body regularly, as permitted by my Masters, to increase my physical strength, to keep my limbs as flexible as possible, and to maintain or improve my figure so i may be able to endure my Masters' use of me however intense and for however long a period is required by Them. i want to be of a healthy and sound mind and body, free as possible of any personal limitations, when pleasing my Masters.

88. If i am required to be my Masters' toilet, into or onto which They choose to release the watery juices of Their cocks, i shall position myself to receive Their personal waters by kneeling for Them, tilting my head back, opening my mouth wide, and closing my eyes so that They will delight in the display and offering of my body and of one of my orifices for Them. My Masters may choose which part of my body to use if my mouth is not satisfactory. i shall remain still as They release Themselves, swallowing what i can of the waters They allow me if my mouth is chosen. i shall play with myself during the release, as is instructed by Them, so that i am permitted to sexualize the experience as much as possible for Their pleasure, thanking Them afterwards for allowing me the opportunity to honor Them in this most private way.

89. I will sit on the floor unless I ask permission to sit on the furniture and permission is granted. I may get on the furniture if a Master instructs me to do so.

90. If Master has chosen my sexual orientation to that of being heterosexual, and He requires of me to receive the watery juices or blood of a chosen female slave's pussy, i am to position myself, as i would for my Masters, to receive upon my flesh or into my mouth the slave's juices, and if permitted to do so, either through a Master's command or after receiving permission from a Master to display for Him my hunger, i will cup my mouth tightly to the slave's pussy to feed from her, licking and sucking, if allowed to do so, as much as I can get from her remaining tightly cupped to her until Master allows me to release myself from her. Thereafter, i am to be thankful for what i have received and for the privilege allowed me. Such a feeding will be counted as one of my meals for the day.

91. If it is possible to wear my basic attire in my household I will do so. i will remove my clothing immediately after entering my gate putting my collar on first, if it has been removed for some reason for a public outing, then my chains (if i have them), and my footwear that I have chosen, or that my Masters have chosen for me.

92. i will always sleep nude – kneeling first before i enter my bed and kneeling first as soon as i get out of my bed – for it is a great privilege to have a bed to sleep on. If I cannot kneel due to chronic pain, I must sit instead.

93. i must never tighten my body when it is being whipped, caned, cropped, slapped, paddled, belted, strapped, spanked, bullwhipped, signal whipped, or anally pumped. my Masters like it when my flesh jiggles and They know that when i tighten my body it hurts more and inhibits my ability to display my expressions and emotions.

94. i am proud to wear upon my body the marks given to me by my Masters. i know that my Masters will never mark me permanently – other than the marks of Their ownership They will give me at the proper time, but i will gladly suffer for Them so They can mark me with the stripes They wish to decorate my body with for Their viewing pleasure.

95. i will always listen with a strong interest in whatever my Masters have to say during my training. i want to learn all that i can from Them so i can understand more about Them, about me, about the Master/slave lifestyle and the BDSM community, and those involved in bdsm relationships – so i may be able to better understand the world i am a part of and be able to communicate it accurately to anyone who wishes to know more about it.

96. When i take a shower i can do so the way i like to, but when i have finished washing i must rinse my entire body with only cold water for not less than 2 full minutes. i am not to try to cover my body with my arms and hands thereafter. i may use a towel to dry off, but at my Masters' discretion – only His whip shall be used to dry me.

97. When i walk, run, sit, stand, kneel, reach out, speak, or listen – i will do so in a sexual manner, however subtle, and with confidence and pride hoping other slaves around me will feel my projection upon them, that my performance is found admirable, that they would seek to emulate me without any of their insecurities or self-conscious thoughts holding them back. I want to set the best example of proper slave behavior – especially if my Masters or someone They have chosen is nearby to examine and monitor it. However, my goal must be to behave as naturally and freely as is possible as if without any effort on my part.

98. When standing still i shall do so with my feet and legs together, my hands held at my sides or clasped in front of me, and my head bowed down. i will remain silent in the way my Masters have taught me.

99. If required: the plug Master has provided me must be inserted deeply into my ass before starting my day. SHould I Fail to do so i shall feel the punishment My Masters will give upon my ass or cock and balls, for the plug was intended to provide me pleasure.

100. i hope my Masters will choose to use my tongue as Their towel after Their shower so i may be able to worship Their bodies.

101. Until my Masters have chosen it is time for me to wear a more permanent mark of ownership upon my flesh, i shall proudly wear Their temporary mark of ownership upon me wherever They choose to place it.

102. When sitting i shall sit up straight with my legs together and my palms down on the top of my thighs.

103. i will not speak to others without my Masters' permission except to say to them that they will have to speak to my Master first. This is especially important at play parties.

104. i shall learn to endure the whippings my Masters give me by using the technique of saying ‘YES’ through each of Their strikes brought down upon my flesh.

105. i shall gladly make my body available to my Masters to be used as furniture: my body positioned to decorate a room or a garden, a footstool to rest Their weary feet and legs upon, my backside as Their table to eat off of, my thighs to hold Their wine glasses, my palms to be used to hold plates of food, or my hands to hold a book open for Them to read or a lamp for Them to see.

106. Privacy is a privilege – even to have it when i need to use the bathroom. i must ask for it and accept my Masters' decision even when i am denied it, though I may use the bathroom at any time without permission.

107. As an alpha slave i shall assist my Master in setting of a scene or in the training, disciplining, punishing and use of other slaves.

108. As a preparer slave i shall ready other slaves for my Masters' use, harden Their cocks for Them, or harden the cocks of others They allow me to harden.

109. As a cleaner slave i shall use my tongue to clean the cum of my Masters from the body of a slave They have put it upon, my mouth to suck it from a female slave’s pussy my Masters have used for Their pleasure, or to clean the cocks i am allowed to clean that have been pulled out of the pussies of other slaves. For as a cleaner slave i am to lick up what semen i can find.

110. As a provider slave i shall offer parts of my body to those elected by my Masters for their pleasure. i will also offer myself to those who wish to use me for a demonstration or to experiment on.

111. As a domestic slave i shall perform chores about my Masters' house, and those of others They allow, acting in a sexual and enticing manner in all that i do.

112. As a sex slave i shall incorporate a sexual attitude and hunger in everything i do, being eager to sexually perform at the best of my abilities for my Masters and for those whom They allows to use me. my hunger must be such that i would feel as if i could never be satiated until my Masters allow me to be.

113. The beginning and the ending of a day shall always be with a full body whipping and a cock feeding to remind me of my place or to provide myself to my Masters for Their first and last use.

114. When i have been given permission to play with myself i shall do so in the following manner: working my cock and balls almost to an orgasm and then stopping for a few minutes, then working again to almost at orgasm and then stopping for a few minutes, and then finally working again to a full orgasm. Then and only then shall i enjoy an orgasm on my own. As I cum, I must say the name of the Master who put me on free time, or allowed me to play with myself. Should i cum before the third edge, – i will tell my Masters so i may be punished. i will play with myself in this manner even in Their presence.

115. Should my Masters ever wish to cage me for display, or any other reason, i will gladly crawl into it and proudly position myself in it in ways They finds pleasing, in solitude and quiet, so that if They choose, others may delight in what they see without any interruption from me, seeing that i am well-behaved and humbled that i am Masters's property and slave. I will learn to see my cage as my place of safety and refuge and will be permitted to use it any time I feel the need. i can only hope that my Masters would never put me into a cage to confine me for my misbehavior, that i could never come that close to displeasing Them so much that i would have to suffer such humiliation, begging with my tears and my cries for forgiveness, for i want the cage to be my safe haven from my fears, a place i can crawl into of my own free will, locked into it because Master granted my request to be locked in it.

116. i am free to leave my Masters at any time, if I need a break, without the fear of permanently losing Them as my Masters.

117. At the beginning of my relationship with my Masters i shall present to Them three names for Them to decide upon as to which one will be my slave name. i know that They do not have to choose any of them and that They can choose one of Their own for me to be known by. Thereafter, when someone asks who i am i can respond by introducing myself in the following manner: “i am slave [slavename], property of Master sJohn, Stephen, Kevin, Bill, KJ and SM.”

118. i will periodically examine my whole life and look at how it has changed as a result of my relationship with my Masters. i will speak to my Masters about those areas where there have been improvements and those areas where i feel uncomfortable, insecure, or unsure of what direction i should take, how i should behave, or how i can behave in a manner that is different than how i have been behaving in the past.

119. i want to suffer for my Masters in ways that please Them and that are safe for me.

120. i will not be passive in serving my Masters. i will aggressively participate in my exchange with Them.

121. If i am sent to another Master to serve – i will serve that Master well, as if He were my Master, for i want my Masters to receive a good report after i have been returned to Them.

122. Should my Masters wish for me to wear a chastity device, I will do so for a set number of days, weeks or months, told to me at the beginning, with one hour allowed out of the device each day for cleaning and maintenance.

123. i will not date others or form a relationship with others without permission and approval from my Masters. If i should have sex with others that my Masters approve of, i will have it safely and will always tell my Masters in detail what i have done so that no part of me is a secret and that i am laid bare for Their inspection and approval.

124. The money i earn, should i be allowed a career, or put to work, where i am paid for my responsibilities, is mine to keep. However, I must ask my Masters how i should spend or save it. i may present ways to Them for Their approval. i will accept the responsibilities They give me in the handling of my finances. It is important to my Masters that i learn to handle money wisely so, if needed, i can reach my goals or be ready for any emergency where finances may be required for resolution.

125. If a Master is present in a room I wish to enter, I must knock and wait for permission.
126. When I wear clothing, I am not allowed to wear underwear, as this restricts access to my Masters' cock and ass, which must be available for their use at all times.127. When i am in the presence of my Masters and i am free to move about i will do so in seductive and enticing ways.

128. i will give to my Masters my body, mind, soul and spirit, in faith of Their knowledge of the skills, safety and first aid measures necessary to put me through painfully ecstatic and euphoric edgeplay: the use of needles and pins to pierce my flesh; the use of scoring tools to make drawings upon my body or to selectively and carefully cut my skin to make me bleed with little or no scarring; aromatherapy where They will throw me into higher states of consciousness with the scents of oils and incense; blood and breath control to bring me to the edge of my survival to feel the battle for my self-preservation; guns and knifeplay to intensify my awareness of my existence racing parallel with my threatened drive to live; and other such uses. Through these activities i shall learn to ride on the top edge of my fears and the bottom edge of my perception of utter terror – for it is there i shall come to know my greatest fear of all: that i will want to go there again and again.

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