October 14, 2020
I have a big exam in 2 weeks. The FAR section of the CPA. As you can imagine I am studying as much as I can. but I still have school work to take care of. I'm overwhelmed to say the least. I don't understand how people can do this while having a full time job much less with a whole family that needs attention ( kids, wife, the works). It's so much material that I need to study. But I'm making progress. I don't want to fail, but I keep telling myself that it's okay if I do. As long as I get back up and try again.
My motivation is deterating if it isn't already gone. I am trying to study for an exam I have tomorrow but it's easier to study the cpa exam than to study for this class. I guess because in this class I don't have lectures and explanations that spell out for me what I am doing.
Just one year. One full year of being miserable and I can have my degree and my license. and I can just focus on work and on myself and living my best life.
After I finish the exam I will actually be going to Iowa for a week. Just to take a step back from everything. I'll still have school work, but that won't take as much energy as studying for this exam will. I might go ahead and start studying for part 2. I plan to take AUD. We'll see what happens.