|To kiss or not to kiss|
October 27, 2019
I've had a crush on a dude since this summer. I'm thinking about making a pass at him... even though I'm pretty sure the interest isn't mutual.
I invited him over for game night. It was me him and another friend. I got to see how he was with other ppl or in this case another female. I felt like they had hit it off. I noticed that he mirrored her body language and whatnot. I could have absolutely imagined it. I did end up getting very drunk that night. and both of them had to take care of me... I was all over the place. haha It was a fun night.
After he left I texted him that I liked him... He didn't respond... No response is a response, right?
Later I learned that he didn't respond because it was late and I was drunk...
I think imma try, I think I would be okay with being rejected. I mean it will hurt but I will make it through it.Plus the idea of putting myself out there and kissing him gets me really excited.
I don't know if I should ask him if I can kiss him or to try and put myself in a situation where I can just lean in and kiss him...
I would like to remain friends with him even if the attraction isn't mutual. Imma try and make my move next week. haha we'll see if I actually do this and how his response is...Hopefully it isn't so awkward that it appears that I attacked his face.