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Just a daydream
September 23, 2019

I'm sad. and I'm not fully okay with that because I seem to always be sad... But tonight I'm sad because I miss you. I'm trying to imagine someone else in my life.

I imagine telling this new man that I want to be touched, yes sexually but more intimately. I want him to come up behind me and tell that he will touch me while putting his hand on my waist and kissing my neck. His hand finds his way under my shirt and onto my belly. He starts nibbling on my ear. I stop him. I push him away. I want him but I'm terrified. I tell him that I can't and I cry. He wraps his arms around me and lets me cry into his chest. After crying a bit I look up at him, knowing that looking up gives him an opening to kiss me, I know that looking up means I want to be kissed...

He looks down at me and brushes the tear from my face. I rub my face in his hand... He then cups my chin and kisses me. I'm snotty and gross and the kiss is sloppy and kind of gross, but nonetheless, it feels good.

I want more, and I can feel that he does too...
He releases a sigh and kisses my forehead...
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