July 4, 2017
It's the 4th of july and what am i doing?
Laying in bed typing in here feeling some sort of way.
Lately i haven't really wanted to go out and do stuff, party.
It's kind of funny because for a while i was pushing to try and find something to do and then i just gave up.
Idk if i should be worried about myself and why i don't see to want to go out and do stuff. i mean i've been exercising and work is life but that is about it. and i'll buy stuff for myself but it doesn't seem to give me the joy it used to. maybe i am just stressed out about finances.
Everything will sort itself out, i just need to give it time and quit trying to get everything sorted out now. it's going to take time and i need to accept that.
Maybe i should start by actually doing something for my birthday next week even tho i don't really want to.. we'll see
Anyway, hope every one has a great fourth of july!