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Monday...blues?!
October 5, 2020

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Hello. Monday came along, with yet another weekend disappearing in a puff of smoke.... Nature is bringing us ever closer to Year's End. I don't mine in one way, as I could not mind seeing the back-end of this year!  I have suffered a whole scale of emotions today, from bottom to top of the range!   


What is it about life and it's constant inconstants?! I am so very lucky that I don't find it daunting to speak loudly and clearly about what's going on in my world.  This is in large part due to my late mother, as she was the living breathing personification of Life and Communication!  In fact, she encouraged it without reservation, so that we grew up in an atmosphere of rich and sometimes, colourful conversation! 


Yes, there was never a doubt about being welcomed when it came to discussing this and that, and, sometimes, the Other! Seriously, she was a wonderful role model when it came to honesty, and telling it like it is. I live with 2 people. They are my only 'companions' in the real world, my parents (god bless them) have long since migrated over into the 'next life'.... my brothers (god bless them too) both gone long before their time as far as I'm concerned... and both sisters.... well we are estranged for various different reasons.... 


The 2 people I hang out with.... My husband, and my daughter. They are as opposite in temperament as night and day.  The light of my life has the mildest, sweetest, and most unshakable disposition I've ever encountered, and I daily thank my lucky stars we met... My offspring is of an entirely different disposition. Her moods and treatment of any and all Human Beings is such I liken it to a constant opposing current, as in an electric charge running in opposite directions.   


It is exhausting, debilitating and depressing. If it is like this for those who revolve round her existence, imagine what it must be like to BE this negative charge!  I used to think I was capable of making a positive impact upon her so as to lift her spirits with love and kindness, but the black aura and energy eat this away leaving one feeling like it was a complete waste of time...


Anyway the core of my rollercoaster ride today is marked by the influence of both Himself, and Herself.  So here I am, to jot down my feelings, and as I write, I am drinking a large mug of boiled water with slices of lemon and orange floating in the health-giving liquid! I hope that no matter what comes to you during your travels along the path of Life, that you retain your lovely individuality, personality and verve for LIFE...


Wave


 

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