November 17, 2022
For the past 7 years, I have dreaded this day.
The day my brother passed and everything changed.
The day before when my baby boy was due.
What a shit week.
It always hits me hard, but this year it's been brutal and added to some challenges in my business, I dare say I'm in a bout of depression.
I'm not used to being here and I don't like it.
I miss them both so much ....for my brother I can look back on the memories and wish for the relationship I was hoping to develop with him as we got older. For my baby, I miss the life he would have had that was created out of love.