May 23, 2014
First it is Dad's BD so sending you love as always knowing your in the divine light gives me peace.
MRI finally done whew! Open ones are for me screw getting into a close one ever again. The machine looked something like this:
I felt like I was in NASA or some shit like that the tech placed a "collar" around my neck I looked like the dude in the bottom middle picture....there I had a planet of the apes moment.
They had a TV up on the wall in front of me LMAO not that it did any good. The machine is loud as hell (I had to wear ear plugs) plus no glasses so I was blind as well as deaf.
I had a CSP & LSP done the CSP took 15 minutes the LSP 40 minutes if I can recall. About 11 years ago (maybe more) I had an MRI done on my left knee I recall having to go back to the doctors office to get my MRI. Now they hand ya a disk indeed I feels old as dirt.
I am dealing with Peripheral Neuropathy there are moments I cry from the pain. In those moments it is hard as hell staying strong at times. I have found that the more I meditate the more it helps me cope with what it is I am now dealing with even in my worse days I close my eyes & meditate. I find that getting angry and frustrated only harm me both physically & mentally. Meditation is also helping me with my sleep/depression blessed be indeed meditation has been a key factor.