| I can't August 5, 2022
I was anxious and glad to be starting the steps for therapy. Yesterday my first consultation was scheduled and about 7 minutes before it was to begin, the person canceled siting a family emergency. I completely understand and agreed to reschedule.
Today I was here at home and received a call about my car which is in for service. My spouse comes stomping in from outside, yells at the top of his lungs at the dogs and then starts waving at me wanting me to immediately relay the phone conversation to him (while I am still on the call) and then yells "Don't shush me or wave me away!! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!??"
I can't do virtual therapy with anyone. I have ZERO privacy, there is nowhere in this house that I can go to be alone or not heard. He is too nosy, too EVERYWHERE. He has been working from home now for 2 months with no end in sight. Most of the time it isn't too bad, but I do yell in my head I HATE YOU very often. The only time I am alone is when I am in my car.
I really don't like him very much. He complains ALL the time. He mutters and curses at nothing under his breath. He speaks nicely and lovingly to the girls, so that is good. He is also (mostly) very good with the dogs which is also good. But he saves all the snark and snideness for me. I am very tired of it. I am sitting here trying not to cry.
I am going to have to cancel my appointment for Tuesday and try another time. |
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