February 21, 2021
I'm 40. Officially.
I don't feel old. I feel like me.
I feel like I have a lot to look forward too. But also like I've concurred myself and am learning to take better care when I feel like I'm headed into dark places.
I feel bad I've not kept up with my close family. I don't make any efforts.
I want to see everyone so badly.
I'm tired of my house.
I'm tired of everything.
So my next phase is to be more intentional
I have to make more time. Schedule.
Figure things out.
🙄 Won't lie that's hard for me.