January 12, 2021
I am going stir crazy.
We've been home since December 23.
I literally am terrified to go anywhere.
I don't want to go on the bus or be near people I don't know.
It's making me crazy and my anxiety is waaaaaaaaay too high....
I should relax. I know how to calm myself but nothing is working...
If I couldn't work from home I'd be freaking out. I'd literally be one of those people weird people on the jersey shore fam vacation in the bubble suits...
My hair is the longest it's been in a long time. My husband and I never spend time together. Last night I wanted to spend time with him he literally told me he wanted to be alone.
And when I see Julia I am in awe of who she's growing to be. Being her mom is so great. I'm so proud to be her mom.